MY BLOG. ((:

2011-06-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

Seriously, this incident has been bugging me over the past few weeks or even months. Things had gotten out of hand. Seriously, its beyond my control. And i felt compelled to write it down here, to let you know how we feel and what we wanted you to do.

Ist: Why did you have to agree to the flower job interview with us when i did mentioned to you that it was only a temp job that lasted barely a week or more. You agreed to the job without hesitation and even sounded it was like so cool being able to work together in the same envionment?

2nd: Why did you have to go for another job interview when all of us had alr gotten in for the flower job? Even if you do go for the 2nd interview, you should have make your stand clear that your earliest start work date is after 8th May.

You told me you did told them that you are only able to work after 8th May, adding that they needed manpower urgently. So are the flower job! You shouldnt be so irresponsible. Agreeing to the offer made by the flower job and the new job. Then last minute backout without even informing Pamela. Thats is seriously very very irresponsible of you. Telling me and kelly that you are unable to work the flower job is useless. Because we are unable to make any decisions on behalf of Pamela. You should take the responsibility for your actions.

And things are very simple when you first texted me asking me what to do when the 2nd job wanted you to start work on monday. I told you, its very simple. Either you work there alone or work with us together. You didnt bother to reply any more.

If you knew you couldnt commit yourself to the flower job that barely lasted for 2 weeks, you shouldnt have agreed to join us for the interview. You should have just make it clear that you wanted a full-time job, and not wasting your time over temp jobs.

3rd: Why didnt you call us or text us explaning to us your reason for not able to work? Why you told Peishan that you couldnt muster your courage to contact us, fearing we will scold you? What the fuck is that? Whats wrong with us being angry at you for this? Are you aware of it that we couldnt hang our head up because of what you did.

Do you know that when Pamela asked me where were you, why didnt you pick up her calls and why didnt you come for work, i was shocked to know that you didnt even bothered to inform Pamela. That is called "Basic Courtesy". Do you know that we had to say sorry to her, unable to lift our heads up and face her. Things were very awkward. It became our fault for asking you along to the job, you disappearred, then we had to clean the mess that you created.

4th: Why you bothered to go Facebook or your blog asking us for second chance or our forgiveness, sounded like you did no wrong and we were petty for angrying at you? You posted things like you wanted us to go back to the past, you knew if you did call or text me, it wont change anything. Seriously, that is another what the fuck. In fact, you really did nothing at all except sending me a sorry messgae after a month.

Maybe you can enlighten me by telling what you actually did since the incident started and til today. What have you done? Just a message and all sorts of comments you posted on Facebook. Now, you made things even worse. By allowing your sister to indirectly scold us as ASSHOLE LOSERS and BITCHES. Dont you find thats amusing? She doesnt know anything, then she named us as ASSHOLE LOSERS and BITCHES.

When i posted on Facebook, asking you to meet us if you still want this friendship. YOU DELETED US. So what does that mean? You gave up. Gave up on your friends and this friendship. Then alright, since you cant be bothered about our feelings and doesnt treasure this friendship. Neither we will.

IF we do go Taiwan together, dont expect us to ask you along. Because by deleting us through the facebook, you alr draw the line clearly between us.

What we wanted initially is very simple. That is, you realized your mistake, your irresponsible actions and your atittude towards handling this issue. Then come and apologize to us. We may be kinda reluctant or even unwilling to forgive you at first, but we will someday. However, its no longer possible now. Because you gave up on us.

I wrote this entry to let you and your sister know what had actually happened, because i cant stand your sister naming us as ASSHOLE AND BITCHES without knowing what had actually happened.

2011-01-09T00:25:00.003+08:00

Hmm. Had alr started on my new job.
I work as a assistant teacher in the morning taking care of the nursery kids while at noon, im teaching primary school kids. I dont know why, i dont feel any passion nor the interest in this line.

Maybe everything is new to me, moreover, i never imagined myself to be in this line. I just felt im dragging my feets and forcing myself to this job. I dont know how much longer i can stay there. A month? 6 months? I dont know.

Not only i dont feel the sparks in the job, the people there doesnt teach/guide me. Im like a new baby over there too, i need someone to guide me along while i progress. But many times, i find myself ending up with a lot of comments by the teachers/principal there. =(

If only someone's willing to guide me from the scratch, maybe i'd feel even more welcomed. Hmmm. Im ending this page with many thoughts..

2010-12-26T02:28:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas! HOHOHO~

Well, im the organizer for this thanksgiving day at my house! :D
It was quite fun to be able to spend the day with friends that you're comfortable with! :D
Okay, so we had a christmas party held at my house.
Guest are to put on the party hat which i prepared.
Aiya very obvious ley, all take liao then put one side. Never really wear for the whole day. All fu yan me. :(

Then it was dinner time! We all had prepared food that was meant to be shared among everyone. After dinner, its the highlight! GAMBLING!

We started playing roulette which baby bought for my family as christmas pressie one.
I won alot~ :D Big winner. Then we played mahjong and poker after that. I lost all i won. WTH. Not even a cent back for my baby cab home lo. He also lost. -.- Have to dao tie somemore. -.-

Lastly, its gift exchange time~ Ha, guess what i got? A mirror given by bro. Ha~
Overall quite fun la. The house was full of laughters and MAHJONG sounds. Ha. :D:D
Hope ya enjoyed~ :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS~

2010-12-13T14:40:00.003+08:00

2010-12-13T14:07:00.002+08:00

Yo, back from my overseas trip. Honestly, this trip was not that great.
Because so many many unfortunate things happened. Seriously.

I was severely dehydrated due to the cold weather in Genting plus we stayed on the highest floor for 4 nights. The cold winds and mist covered our windows every day, every minute. =(
Not only so, i was so heaty, there's blood when i poo poo or shh shh. =((

Also, when we board the KL's LRT back, baby's wallet was stolen. he must have think baby's a good prey before he strikes lo. Because that was so fast, it was within a few minutes. During the squeezings and pushings, baby's bag was opened before he knew it. Hai. Whats worst, it was only day 2, where he bought NOTHING for himself at all. =.= So we had to hurry back to hotel and cancel all the visa & ATM.

The service and the people there also CMI. Super nonchalent, super rude, super bo chap. -.-
Overall, not a good trip at all. =(

2010-12-04T14:51:00.003+08:00

Hmmm. actually i've nothing much to blog about la.
Currently looking for full time job that will aid in my future lo.
So hopefully i can save up more money and go into the school i want.

Life's been really mundane these few days.
Been working night shifts these past few days to save up money for my KL trip. Haaa. (:
Going Genting & KL this wednesday with family and baby!
Really looking forward to this trip.

Because last genting trip was with baby's family BUT now its vice versa. Hiak Hiak.
And this sunday night having dinner with my korean boss. Ha, he said he gonna bring me and baby go enjoy authenic korean dishes and teach us how to "enjoy" those food. O.O

2010-11-19T16:00:00.003+08:00

Why everytime ahboy make you angry or pek cek, you'll be like so pekcek to everyone?
Its not me who made you angry ley. But why do you have to shout?
Why cant you just talk nicely to us? I dont like you shouting at all.
Its just a simple thing but why do you have to shout to reply me?
Seriously, why shout?

2010-10-30T15:42:00.004+08:00

Hmmm. its just a short update. Well, my 20th birthday was well spent! Im super super overjoyed to have received so many wishes and messages and presents from so many people! Its truely an awesome thing to have felt loved by others. Thank you everyone for everything. Its really awesome. (:

Oh, i headed to Sentosa Halloween last saturday and its freaking hell scary. I didnt know i was so afraid so such events until i went there. That my was my first trip to such event and i can swear its gonna be the last. I really got scared when those "ghosts" look directly to your face and comes VERY near you. And if you screamed or yell, they'll come chasing after you even more!

So i pretended to be very nonchalent about their existence and i said hello to them when they were so near me. But im really super super scared inside my heart! I swear i was so afraid of them that i couldnt put up any pretence.

I even dont dare to continue visiting the ghost-theme houses after 2 tries. Im seriously scared, along with mei and ahgirl that i left baby alone visiting while we three went for a breathe. HAHAHAHA.

Actually its alright la, cos you know they are all humans, but its just their costumes and makeup that make them really scary. But too bad, i just cant felt secured with them around. HAHAHA.

2010-10-06T16:02:00.004+08:00

Just some photo taken over at Taiwan randomly. (:

2010-10-06T04:35:00.004+08:00

Hmmm. I know im being little random over here, but i just feel that i wanted to make my thoughts more realistic. I wanted to write my thoughts down right at this moment. And yes, im typing now. Heees.

I was watching "We Got Married" season 1 currently, and one of the part gave me an idea on how i wanted to celebrate my birthday this year. Instead of the old ways like partying and etc. I wanted to spend the day with my loved one. From dawn to dusk.. I wanted to felt like a princess, or perhaps the most loved and respected girl in his life.

I wanted to try making breakfast or lunch box together, accompanied by the sea breeze and the warm sun. strolling together hand in hand, chatting and having a heart to heart talk. Ahhh, wouldnt that be nice? I also wanted to felt like im being loved and doted on. I wanted to be waited on, to be felt like im important. To be like a princess...

2010-10-05T17:20:00.002+08:00

I know its been a really long time since i last blogged. Been busy for the past few weeks. And i felt like im an air stewardess. Because 3 days after my Taiwan trip, im off to Genting for 2 nights. Haaas! Thats why my sister says im like a air stewardess. Heees.

Taiwan trip was so fun. There was many "First Time" actually. It was my FT planning an overseas trip. It was my FT boarding plane to Taiwan. It was my FT experiencing Typhoon over at Taiwan. It was my FT to Taiwan. It was my FT boarding a train. It was my FT eating smelly toufu and it was also my FT to know that Taiwan dont have much rubbishh bins in public. Ha. Singapore can have 10 rubbish bins on one single street, but for taiwan, you'll most probably find only 1 in one street. HAHAHAHA. So you'll just have to keep on carrying your rubbish til you reach 7-11. Haaas!

It was really fun and cool over at Taiwan. people there were so so much friendly and nice compared to Singapore. But i guess the only thing that wasnt fun was that, i didnt spend more on myself nor on darling. Because we're busy buying gifts for others. Ended up, we didnt buy much for ourselves.

Perhaps im the only feeling that way, because baby feels that he bought quite alot for himself liao. But for me, i only buy few clothes for myself and only one high heel! =( The rest of our money were like spending on unneccessary stuffs. HAI.

But its alright. Cos i wanted to plan another Taiwan trip again next year. And this time, i wanted to spend more on myself liao. Not gonna help ppl buy this buy that then end up having insufficient money to buy things for myself. The air tickets is expensive one lo. Hmmm.

Right now, i've decided on something important in my life. That is to withdraw from school. I dont wanna say much here. But i'll still continue studying. But not in this school nor this area. (Y)

2010-09-10T21:07:00.003+08:00

Hey! How times flies seriously! Im so going to Taiwan next saturday! Its just NEXT saturday!
Just finished the initial planning with baby few days back and now we're embracing our super cool taiwan trip in less than 10 days. :D:D

Prepared sushi for family few days back and invited baby over for testing. The outcome is alright, just the process sucks. Taste alright la, just that we took almost 2 hours to complete. Hees!

Had a serious cold this morning when im working. Super sianzation to the max. Seriously. My cute supervisor even asked me to be careful not to drip my pi ti onto the food. Haaas. Then my manager still helped me buy pills sial. Not only so, baby and his ahma took great care of me earlier.

Cos after work, i went up baby's place for a short nap and also shun bian visit ah ma. Then i kept ah choo til i wanna cry. Baby came into the room and helped me rub oil, then hoax me to sleep.
When i woke up, ah ma still cooked for me one bowl of mee sua, saying that i'll feel better after eating the hot mee sua. Heees! Thanks la baby & ah ma! Loves!

2010-08-23T17:24:00.001+08:00

I dont know why, im feeling low. Seriously low now.

2010-08-18T23:32:00.004+08:00

Hurhur! Planned BBQ birthday party for sis last saturday.
Hopefully she's happy. :D
Hmmm. been working these few day so i've really got nothing much to blog. Thats it then. Tada!

2010-08-15T15:51:00.002+08:00

I feel like crying.
Because i feel that i dont have any girlfriends at all.
I often envy people who have their girlfriends by their side.
I mean those girlfriends who treat you genuinely. Who really loves you as her girlfriend too.
Those that makes you feel comfortable by their side.
No sensitive issues, no nothing, just girlfriends. Genuine girlfriends.

I wanted girlfriends whom we can go out together, chat on sensitive issues.
Like those taiwanese girls.
Shared clothes/shoes/ anything together.
Says "i love you darling" loudly to each other.
Knows what im thinking about, no hesitation and come hug me when im feeling down.
I dont know when i started feeling these.
but it must be recently that i actually realised, i dont have any.

2010-08-10T00:08:00.007+08:00

Happy National Day Singapore! :D
Today was indeed a very happy occasion for me.
Because i get to celebrate National Day with my family! (:

Its really a great feeling to have family by your side, because you know they'll never leave you.
I treasure them. I appreciate them. And i love them. (:
Daddy drove whole family to seletar resevior for some scenery before we meet baby at Turf City to have our steamboat dinner! Hiak Hiak, i took loads of pictures! The weather was great, the place was awesome. But the greatest of all is... EVERYONE'S PRESENT! :D

2010-08-06T17:58:00.002+08:00

Been sick ever since tuesday.
From cold, become sore throat, then heaty then little feverish.
But its getting better now. If not i'll still be like a sick dinosaur now.

I dont know why, everytime i see your blog.
It makes me unhappy. Seriously fucking unhappy.
Well great. You can just do whatever shit you want alright?
Like i cared~ FUCK YOU. (:

Off to plan my TAIWAN TRIP with baby now! :D

2010-07-18T23:44:00.003+08:00

Went over to LotOne to meet bunch of friends after work.
Headed over to Kbox. Oh man, its a great day. Having so much blast over there. =D
Took a few pictures then home sweet home. Aww. The night is still so young isnt it?

Btw, yesterday went over to meet chef and co for a little small bday party.
Nah, its not even a party. Its a gathering? Or a you-see-me-i-see-you sesison?
Its so so so boring. Ha. cos chef and co were busy prawning. And i think they caught real LESS. Hahas, super wasted. Anw, happy birthday merlion chef. (:

Yesterday baby brought me for a LONG walk. He wanted to give me surprise by bringing me out yesterday. But there's just so many "obstacles". Firstly, we bumb onto so many people over @ town area, cos its NDP rehearsal AND Night Festival. -.-
Secondly, the routes were diverted and hence we had to walk a FUCKING big round to our destination. Ha. Mood totally sank to the deepest.
Thirdly, i nearly fall straight on my face when im happily talking to baby about 911 incident. =.=

Truely, its a SURPRISE. But still, very happy that baby brought me there. Its quite romantic over there. Just as i wished. (:

2010-07-15T00:38:00.003+08:00

Oh well man. How hard it is when one tries to show her concern for another one, and yet her concern are taken as sarcastic remarks? This is totally wtf. Like hello, i tried to show you my concern, but all i got back was your doubtfulness against my concern. This is totally rubbish. Its just simply a daunting task to please someone who dont even appreciate you.

2010-07-14T11:30:00.004+08:00

Just wanna share with you guys some photos that i've took with my Pinkie( Camera ). Love these pictures so much. (: My blog seems so dead with all those typings. Thats why i needa some graphics to make it alive again. Hahas, rubbish only.

2010-07-12T23:33:00.002+08:00

Went to Johore Bahru with relatives few days back. Its fun la! But then ah, seriously nothing much to buy over there. The malls there erm, no comments. Then the service also GG sial. The sales personel in TheFaceShop, can attend to you while grooming themselves de sial. -.- The attitude there is like: Take it or leave it that kind. -.-

2010-06-30T23:18:00.002+08:00

Attended baby's relatives wedding dinner last saturday night.
Went over meimei's place for some touch up.
Then headed together with them to the hotel.
After everything ended, home sweet home afterwards.

Brought mummy go shopping today!
Brought her to Orchard walk walk and i gave her a treat.
In return, she bought me one pair of shoes!
Then we continue shopped then home sweet home.
Singapore really too sians alr.

Was so so so pissed off with this stupid woman inside my workplace.
She's merely a supervisor, but she acts as if she's the boss.
Oh come on, look yourself in the mirror first alright?
Qf's also supervisor, but you dont see her carrying her weight about.
Even our manager are being so courteous to us, you? Just simply ordering us about.
You're so biased against chinese. Uberly biased.

Yes la yes la. only chinese are born to wash plates inside while malays can go bar do drinks for customers la. Only chinese are made to do more work while the malays can just slack and chit chat la. Stupid fucker. Im so so so happy that you got transferred. Not only me, i can assure you, its the majority. Please, go as long as you can alright? Dont come back better. Our restaurant are still coping so well without you! WE ARENT CHICKENS WITH NO HEAD LIKE WHAT YOU MENTIONED INSIDE YOUR FACEBOOK. Sickening fucker. Go hell please! (:

2010-06-23T01:10:00.002+08:00

Last saturday went to celebrate monthsary with baby.

Its so so so much fun! (: Love you so much honey. :D:D

We went shopping for this upcoming wedding dinner on sat before meeting my cliques.

Whoo! finally found one nice steamboat shop! Tom Yum! HURHUR.

the tom yum soup base was superb! Hiak Hiak! shall patron there again! :D

After dinner, was so so so enthusiatic in singing.

The urge was so huge that i kept psycho the rest. *succeeded*

Sing sang song before everyone's tired. Kinda expensive ley. But their facilities was good la. At least so much better than chinatown? Ha.

But the thing im pissed was the cab fare. It cost me fucking 25 bucks okays. Fuck.

Baby was so so so sweet to me that day on our monthsary. He paid for my steamboat & my singing session. Wee-u-weet! It cost about 60bucks. And baby paid for me! :D

Sweet isnt it?

Had a damn short heart to heart convo with sweetie sunday.

I told him that i dont see him as my boyfriend anymore.

I see him as my lifelong partner.

The meaning of lifelong partner definitely weighs more than a mere boyfriend.

To me, lifelong partner is someone i want and i'd love to spend my whole life with.

The feeling is like, you know its Him. He's the one. Definitely the one.

I was so grateful that i found him, i was so emotional and i cried.

Its the tears of happiness. Definitely it is.

Baby, i love you and you know nothing's gonna change my love for you.

2010-06-13T23:01:00.002+08:00

Im yearning for a longer holidays. Cos i've got no intention to go back school.
Bought some IT accessories for myself yesterday before work.
Nothing much to update actually. just wanna find a space for myself.
alright, im gibberish rubbish now. -.-

Can anyone give me some ideas on what to buy/make for my bf?
Cos our monthsary coming. Wanna give him a surprise. (:
Freaking stuck now.

2010-06-13T02:37:00.005+08:00

The sickening bday girl!

Sorry, our blood circulation is damn good after the drinks. -.-

Compare our skin tone, one drinks the other dont.

Baby's mummy on the left. Super drunk that day. SUPER!

See, get what i mean by super drunk? HAHA.

The 'family' photo with a third party inside. LOL.

They've got the same expression! Indeed related de. HA.

2010-06-07T01:02:00.002+08:00

Today was sucha fun! Went dating with honey and got ourselves some goodies.

Bought myself a red shade, a white bottom and my fake lashes.

Halfway through the shopping, honey's slippers spoilt. LOL.

Then i had to run to Bugis Junction to buy him one new pair at NUM when he's at Iluma waiting for me. LOL. Aiya bo bian, cannot ask him drag his leg all the way to Bugis Junc. mah.

Somemore his slipper, im 99% responsible.

Dine at Empire State for dinner. We ordered 2 dishes, but the portion was fucking huge.

It seems like its more of those party size meant for 4 pax.

Honey ordered a whole chicken while i ordered a pizza (9 pieces)

Darn! We seem like those starving freaks at the restaurant kay.

I didnt knew the pizza was 9 pieces until they serve sial.

And the both of us was like those starving babarians gobbling all the food. =.=

anyway, its been sucha long time since we went shopping and reward ourselves alr. Love you baby!

P/S: I didnt wore the couple T out cos we look like those workers repairing wires or something. ITS SUPER HILARIOUS. =.=

2010-05-31T11:12:00.004+08:00

Darling's so sweet these few days! Aww. Im so much in love with him!
yesterday, he said he'll come accompany me after his work and he really did!
Not only so, he even intended to sign me a credit card! But of cos, the max limit for it is only $500, cos its open to students only.

Initially, he wanted to fill up the form himself then pass me the credit card as a surprise.
But need certain supporting documents and hence he's unable to do it.
Thats why he pass me the form and let me fill up instead.
How sweet isnt it? Im gonna have a credit card soon! Thanks hubby.

2010-05-26T01:08:00.003+08:00

You know, both baby and i were so pissed with this woman there. Seriously. She's sucha hypocrite. She's those typical people who smile at you but stab you at your back when you're off guard. Not only being a hypocrite, she's sucha racist. Sucha fucking racist. Why? Just because we aren't the same color and hence we're made to do those fucking things? Come on, why cant you just be a nice person? Why must you be a hypocrite? Why? And why must there be such a vast treatment between each race? Fuck You.

2010-05-12T13:18:00.006+08:00

Celebrated mummy's birthday by going for prawning and steamboat! Ha.

Sickening. I caught only fucking 6 prawns. The rest were caught by my brother, dad and mum.

Baby was laughing at me all the while when i only caught those tiny 6.

Home sweet home after that. Baby followed us back.

Watched tv slack around then he went back. =)

Sis bought a cake for mummy.

A durain cake. Pretty obvious isnt?

The cake look really cute to me. But the cream on top of it was GROSS.

Yesterday, baby told me 2 good news. The first one is that he says his mummy bought insurance for him when he's young. By the time he reach 21 or 23, he'll be able to claim that sum of money. Then he'll use that money for car. *wink wink*

The second one is that he mummy says he can consider if he wanna sign on for NS, then he can also use that insurance money plus the NS money to buy a house for me and him. AHHAHA. Cute isnt it?

True enough, the news made me smiled. (:

2010-04-29T19:15:00.002+08:00

Im so pissed with this online shop that sells customised earrings. The site owner's efficiency sucks to the max. Seriously max. Firstly, she reply mails damn freaking long. She can take one week to just reply one sentence. Fuck isnt it? Secondly, I've given her my order last month alr. Then she reply the mail little bit by little bit. Taking her fucking own sweet time to reply.

The last mail i sent her is 22th April. AND SHE STILL HASNT REPLY A SINGLE SHIT REGARDING MY ORDER. She didnt tell me whether she can do my customised earring anot. HOW LONG SHE EXPECT HER CUSTOMERS TO KEEP WAITING FOR HER REPLY? I'm ordering on behalf of my friends and i do have to account to my friend too isnt it? Fuck her man. Seriously.

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2010-04-20T10:54:00.002+08:00

My two little friends..

I miss you both so much. so so much.

My precious, rest in peace alright?

Both of you will always be in my heart, just like PigPig.

Tsu Tsu, Tiny, PigPig.

2010-04-13T21:52:00.003+08:00

The first picture using my new love. :D

Love my new love alot. (:

But i love my sweetie pie even more! :D

I hate schools. Can i dont go anymore?

I've somehow developed phobia of going back schools.

I loathe RP systems. I hated the way we learnt through the so called "Problem Based Learning".

Obviously, these kind of systems are not meant for every students.

Defintely not for me. Im not at all used to these kind of learning.

I'm not a sponge. I totally dont understand what these poeple are discussing about or anything.

I hate schools.

2010-04-12T00:50:00.003+08:00

Hooray! Was so damn happy today!

I received present from Baby even though its not my birthday! :X

Baby gave me a surprise! He bought me a digital camera! :D

Aint he sweet? HAHAHAHA! Damn excited can! :D

Thanks sweetie~ :D Love you TTM!

Asked why he suddenly bought me a cam.

He replied saying so long nv buy me present/surprise.

Plus he knew i lost my previous cam and i wanted so badly for one.

And tada! He bought me the digital cam! :D Hooray!

How lucky i am to have such a sweetie pie with me!

Thank you darling. Thank you so much. :D:D

Friday and Saturday night was so hectic. Esp friday.

Everything just seems not right.

Mood was super bad that day. Seriously. THE WHOLE DAY!

Luckily at night, im feeling better after partying with them. HAHAHA!

Then sat night, went drinking again.

But before that, headed up to B's place to change and bath.

Cos we both stink to the max after work. LOL.

Then cab down over and meet ah girl they all. AHAHA

21st birthday ley. how can dont attend right?!

But seriously. so guilty. cos nv buy her any presents sial.

But can see she's having so much fun la.

cos im around ma! :D

Ah girl! next time round, we compete! See who get drunk first!

Me, you and meimei! :D

i tell u, 100% confirm plus chop is meimei first! She sure cannot resist dancing "Nobody"

2010-04-04T03:16:00.002+08:00

Too many things to update. But im just lazy.

Maybe lost interest in blogging? Perhaps.

Attended CH's 22th birthday. BBQ at East Coast~

Perhaps thats the best BBQ food i ever had luhs. I loved the stingrays!

Every food was like a success ley. Thumbs up! :D

Didnt managed to snap any photos with my phone. Was busy munching my stingray mah. :D

Work was great on April's Fool day especially.

Cos i've been fooled by my mother.

She called and said they wont be coming cos its late alr.

End up, whole family came and dine there. LOL.

Make me wanna cry le la!

Manager was good ley, gave them free Banana Split + 10% discount

Then i also gave them special privileges. HAHAHAS.

Then they waited for me and fetch me back home. (:

Then somemore came 2 families of about 7?

Treat me so good sial. Still asked if i've eaten. Then say thank you for my service.

Also tease me sial. HAHAHAS. CUTE.

Another woman also praise me sial. When im clearing the table

She looked at me and said " You're pretty". *SHY*

Thats why i loved this year's April Fool day!

Gotten my pay alr. But need wait few days before i can cash them out.

Cos its a long weekend, thus im totally broke now. Seriously. i meant TOTALLY.

So ppl, please hold on for awhile. :|

I hate schools. Can dont school reopen? :(

2010-03-25T14:22:00.002+08:00

It was our 18th monthsary last saturday.

And initially B had to work on that day, and he changed shift!

Darling came over my place to fetch me first.

Headed to Fajar eat our lunch, then we headed to Kallang!

Baby brought me there for ice skating. HAHAH.

but kind of sian after an hour of playing. Cos its only the both of us skating.

Somemore both of us knew how to skate and no one to bully.

So we both packed u and left for dinner.

Snap few pictures and off we go!

Though it seems pretty ordinary, but it was because of Ice Skating that we dare to hold each other hands and got together. So basically, ice skating was the one who bring us together.

Therefore when we went there on saturday, everything seems so sweet. :D:D

Thanks sweetie. Love ya!

2010-03-17T14:37:00.004+08:00

Yay. Finally had a chill with friends last sunday. (:

Sure enough to be an enjoyable night. :D

Had a tiff with B 2 days back. Perhaps the most serious tiff up til now.

Both of us sorted our thoughts yesterday and everything's back to normal again.

In fact, we've become even more loving.

True, that incident made me, or rather both of us, realized how fragile our love can be

and how much the outsiders can have an impact on us. A nobody like him could actually inflict such hurt on both of us. How ironic is that?

Thank god everything is back to normal again. We're even sure how deep our love for each other and how much we hold in each other's heart. Thank god.

I love you darling.

2010-03-09T00:08:00.002+08:00

I wanna chill out!

I wanna drink!

i wanna go pubs!

And i wanna scold you so much! :@

2010-03-07T12:46:00.006+08:00

Good news. yesterday i just had my phone "fixed" then today the manager called me.

I'll be starting work on Tuesday. But its only a part time job and hence im working on this coming Tuesday and Saturday.

Honey's working the same job as mine but he works on this coming Wednesday and Sunday. TT

sians sial! why don wan put together! :(

Baby was saying he intending to find another part time job too. Im hesitating about this point. Cos i wouldnt wanna slog my guts out during this holiday. I wanna work & play at the same time. Like im working, yet i've got the time to slack and do whatever i want.

Aiya, see how things goes.

2010-03-06T02:07:00.007+08:00

U-hooo~ hahahas. sorry for my crazyness. :X

Well, nothing much happened recently hence explains why i seldom post.

Anw, went for an walk in interview at the BBQ Chicken today with Hubby.

We went there initially with his family for late lunch, end up getting the application form. LOL

You know what we wore for today's interview? I wore a house tee with a FBT shorts with slippers. Hubby wore similar to me. HAHAHAH!! That was freaking casual for an interview.

But the manager seems pretty friendly and obviously didnt mind our attire. HAHA.

Well, school's starting in less than a month and i still haven found a job. So hopefully i'll get this job together with Hubby! (:

But still, i'll not pin much hopes on it first. I scared i'll fall harder when i get the job.

Anw, tmr's baby Angelic Full Month celebration! :D:D

May she grow up well! Sweet lady! =D

p/s: Phone's currently down, so i may be uncontactable for the moment. Unless you have my bf's no. or my family members's no. Sorry for the inconvenience caused!

2010-02-21T21:19:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went out whole day with hubby.
Cos its our 17th monthsary! loves!
Wanted him to plan a romantic dating. LOL.

We went to Viivo shopped around, had our dinner at White Dog Cafe.
I tell you, the Mango Chicken Delight was a love and a hate for me.
I love the chicken taste, BUT I HATE THE TEXTURE AND THE MANGO FILLINGS~
The skin of the chicken was so hard that when i cut it into bite sizes, whole table was basiclly shaking as well. -_-
Then the mango fillings like erm, damn mushy til u wanna shake your whole body. HAHAHA.

After the dinner, we headed to Resorts World Sentosa for a quick peek.
Yea i know its stupid to go in there, with no or little shops opened. Even the preview tickets for the Universal Studio Singapore was sold out.
But if now u dont go in see see, what if they up the price again ley? damn cui by that time. LOL.
so basically just walk walk around and took few pictures with honey lo.

After RWS, headed to Bukit Batok country club to celebrate friend's bday.
Played awhile and off we go. Won few bucks. (:

2010-02-17T00:39:00.007+08:00

Hello! Happy Lunar New Year to everyone! (:
These few days been busy travelling to different places to bai nian.
Initially wanted to really doll myself up to prepare CNY.
But received many setbacks.

I brought the contact lens, but i dono how to correct use it/wear it. And im having difficulties putting it into my eyes. LOL.

Then i bought the fake lashes, also intending to wear, but yet again. Im a first timer and so yea. you could guess the outcome too. LOL.

Thirdly, i bought a dress which was meant to go along with a sleeveless. BUT the sleeveless that i've got in my wardrobe aint suitable for the dress. Everything looks so plain. LOL. Thats why i need patterns on my sleeveless. YET i forgot to buy before CNY. Then i intend to wear tube instead, BUT MY TUBE ALL SO WEAR AND TEAR ALR. So meaning i couldnt wear my dress this CNY.

Nvm, at least i learnt the tactic for putting the lens and lashes alr. LOL. Didnt take any pictures for this CNY, cos i don have a proper camera. Thats why. =(

ANYWAY, HAPPY PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR! (:

2010-02-12T02:54:00.004+08:00

Last Sunday just went to Halo Bar for a drink and now I'm itching for another round again.
Mood has become much better and stabilized. And im feeling much better now. (: Thanks all.
Going to collect my contact lens tmr!

sometimes, its hard to make a quick and wise decision when it comes to things that you know you have not much say in it. Final decision still lies with the owner. But you cant helped feeling both guilty and happy.

Can i say im in a tight situation now?

I want A to be happy, yet im afraid A would fall hard.

I knew B isnt the one, but how am i going to tell A?

I'm not sure whether to push or to pull right now. Should i push A further in or should i pull A back to shore? Perhaps should reflect the old saying.

"Let nature take its course"

p/s: Dont worry, im not writing this post to question anyone's english. Cos i knew none of you would be able to understand what im trying to say. Cos this post is just some random thought.

2010-02-05T11:50:00.006+08:00

Great! Im no longer working there anymore. Initially i thought life would be great. People there would be nice to me cos im a new girl. But because im a new girl, i got scolded almost everyday, for every little things you do.

The ladyboss seemed to be targeting me cos im a new girl. Im not the sort that i can tolerate all these scoldings for long. Im still a human being aint i? Imagine getting scolded all day long right from the first day you started working. How does that feel? Not only the ladyboss target you, including another girl, whom she thinks she's the boss or supervisor, scolded me too.

Yes, i have retail experience before but i DONT HAVE experience for selling infants stuffs. Im learning aint i? I've been proving myself to you people alr isnt it? If not explain to me how my commission come about then.

If i really could tolerate all these unhappiness at work, i wouldnt even want to quit. Let alone broaching the subject when my parents wants me to quit. My toes have alr turned black due to the long hours, then on top of that i still have to put on a fake smile in front of you. Yes, im a good girl in front of you guys, but that doesnt mean that you can scold me like how your pet become naughty.

Not only so, i dont like the way they treat some customers. There was once, a customer wanted to buy CNY clothings for her daughter, yet because her daughter's little small size, we had to order the size from other branches and hence we asked for her contact number and a deposit. However, she dont want to pay any money yet. Okay, so the deal was off. ( all along, it was the ladyboss who served her, aint me, it just that i witness everything ) Then the little girl went to the swing there and played. So i walked over and helped her pushed the swing. I only wanted to prevent any accident that may arise within the shop, cos when the girl ran towards the swing and play, her mother was still at the counter. But I didnt knew her mother was already behind me when i supervised the girl. Then suddenly, the ladyboss came and said to me" Jessie, there got customers." So i walked away and serve other customers lo. Before i walked away, the mother looked at me and i knew we share the same thinking. " The boss's unhappy."

Then when the shop's clear of customers, the ladyboss then talked to me in a not very polite tone. " Why you still bother to serve the girl when the mother doesnt even want to pay few dollars deposit. The swing cost 159 bucks lor, you think the mother will buy mah? Few bucks deposit also don wan pay for her daughter's dress le, u think she will buy the swing mah? There got potential customer you dont wan serve, then you go serve those customers for what? " then she walked away alr.

But is this the correct way of treating customers? They didnt buy anything means cannot patronize your shop? Does that means an emperor isnt an emperor once he take of his robe? OR you'll prefer accident happen in your shop so you'll have to pay compensation?

I'd say, thats utterly rubbish to treat customers this way. Would you want the same treatment when you go shopping? Whatever la, since im not working anymore at this fucking shop! Yes! :D

CNY! Here i come! :D

p/s: Congrats to Daddy Jason and Mummy Joycelyn! Baby Jerine's cute! And alr confirmed is Jerine liaos, no more Jerome. :X This will shut wy's mouth! HAHAHA.

2010-01-22T23:28:00.003+08:00

Yay! Been job hunting these few days. Finally got a job, whatsmore, i got the job instantly! :D
Initially looked for a job at FEP, then, this sales girl who attended to me, SUCKS LIKE HELL!
She's showing me the face as if im snatching her rice bowl sial. i doubt she did hand the application form to her boss lo. sicko.

Tmr's starting work. Im fffffffffffreaking nervous!! AHHH! SAVE ME PLEASE!!
Work place's at weat coast plaza ley. Super near to B's house. hahahas.
And im selling infant's wear. CUTE~ all mini size de lo. :D
wish me luck! ^^

2010-01-16T16:08:00.002+08:00

Yay! Just back from my Yoga lessons. Just began learning. (: Bones are cracking after all those stretchings. But well, hope it does improve my indigestion problem and improve the waistline bah. :D

Bought few items online recently. Spent quite alot. T_T
Bought 2 pairs handmade ear studs, 1 brown color contact lens and 1 bling bling ear piece. :D
Gonna cont search for clothes to prepare for the upcoming CNY!

2010-01-14T23:36:00.004+08:00

-----------------------The 爱心 breakfast B made for me few weeks ago. :X-------------

--------------------------------Prawning session with B ----------------------------------

(sorry for my messy hair. Wind was blowing. ==)

--------------------------ZhongYang's 21st Birthday Party. ---------------------------

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2010-01-04T12:56:00.002+08:00

Today is the day for most students for their daily route. - STUDY
But im different! Cos today is my usual off day, hiak hiak. So i don have to go back school! :D
Thats why early morning while im still sleeping, honey called and bought ingredients up to my place. He's gonna cook brunch for me! :D

And just now, while i peeked at him cooking, i realised that he actually can cook much faster ley. im alr starving !! :D He cook 1 hot dog by 1 hot dog. ><" but then ahs, super delicious. just that too much food to be finished. LOL.

Thanks hubby anw. (: Heading to Ion now~ :D

2009-12-30T19:37:00.002+08:00

Its always the same end result.

Disappointment and more disappointment.

Whatever i expected, turns out the other way round.

Perhaps, reconsideration might be the only way out.

2009-12-11T02:08:00.003+08:00

A fruitful day with Hubby today.

Yay! Today darling planned a sweet outing for me! :D

Cos yesterday he said he long time nv bring me out for surprise liaos. :D

So today, morning we meet up at my place, bus-ed to his place for lunch while he bathed and changed. Then we set off to 313 @ somerset! :D Already been there twice since its opening.

Shopped around, something happened! MY SHOE SPOILT! Totally spoilt.

Was pissed with B initially lo, cos he's the one who kept stepping on my shoe, and he kept on laughing at me when my shoe spoilt ! @!$#@ ! Dragged my spoilt shoe over to 313 and bought a new one. Yay! B paid for it. =X

Then had our dinner before we go to E-Max! WHOO! Rented a room with 2 Guitar consoles. EH, ITS FREAKING HELL KAY. 1 HOUR = 19BUCKS GONE! ^&*#!@

But we had fun, cos its our first time playing Wii, thats why we're curious and dumb over how to play. :P

After the game session, headed over to Geylang. DURAINS SESSIONS! :D Walked few lanes before we spot one stall ley. :( Had some durains first before we head back home! (: Thanks hubby for today's sweet outing! ^^

Hubby's Birthday Celebration @ Henderson Waves!

Sorry, im alr lil drunk when they took these pictures. :D
Was focused in playing games. Heh!
Thanks all who came. (:

2009-12-11T01:45:00.002+08:00

Shin Yi birthday @ Platform. (:

We went to Sentosa Cove there to celebrate her birthday.

Wah, the place is just right beside so many yachts! And there's even a private party going on sial.

COOL! But, i must say, the food there was uberly expensive but nice. (:

Drank nearby and her boyfriend foot the bill.

This celebration must have cost him alot.

Dinner about 300plus or so?

Plus one martell ley! :D So xin fu oh!

2009-12-08T01:23:00.002+08:00

Today was supposed to go school to hand in some forms. End up? I forgot to bring the supporting documents when i reached the school already. damn! So no choice, head back to B's house wait for him to get changed before we go Bugis to join his family.

Today was the first day taking the pills. Wonder if there's any side effect. *HOPE NOT*

Today was super bloated, took our first meal only at about 4 plus. Then some snacks at about 5 plus 6.

Then dinner's at 7pm. LOL. Thats why i only ordered one miso soup and one pum[kin croquette, and i'm alr bloated to the max. Its like the moment you laugh or sneeze, your stomach cracks. LOL.

And the cutest thing today is, B's mummy bought me and his cousin a lil cutie Xmas Hat hair Clip! Thats' like so mini and so cute isnt it? HURHUR. i'm gonna clip it during xmas! xD

2009-12-03T23:50:00.003+08:00

Two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun, like an assasin ... who does it for fun.
Two deafening blows in a war that has just begun,life gone away...i'm done.
Two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one the world i know disappears...like the setting sun.

2009-11-29T02:24:00.002+08:00

Dont know why, i've been flaring up so easily. Mood wasnt good all these days. IDK why either, just feeling easily pissed off. And poor darling's gotta to be my punching bag. Sorry Baby. I'll control alright? smile sweetie!

2009-11-29T02:11:00.003+08:00

Tada~ Friday was Hubby's 19th birthday and everyone celebrated it for him together! Yay!

Morning didnt go to East Coast Park as i was rather reluctant to travel so far. :X

So, we cancelled the trip and planned to go prawning instead. BUT ahs, i keep on dragging the time plus the rain come and go, making us even more unsure of where to go enjoy.

So end up, i went up hubby's place first, wait for his family to get ready before uncle came pick us to Ichiban Sushi @Great World City. MAMA Mia~

Then headed to Henderson Waves and drink the night away with his friends and cousins~ xD

Not bad not bad, everyone had fun and we've got ourselves about 4 merlions? LOL.

Good for them, at least they'll feel better after puking up, me ley? Want puke also cannot puke. Its alr reaching the throat but i just cant get it off my chest. ARRHS. Sickening ley~

Didnt buy Baby any pressies cos after paying for all the liqours, im left with few bucks in my pocket le. T_T

Sorry darling, didnt get you any presie but still hope that you did enjoyed the night alright? I thought, perhaps the night at Henderson Waves was the best present you received isnt it? Pardon me! :D

2009-11-25T12:01:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA. yesterday board bus to B's house cos he's sick.
Then when the bus reached NP, i then realised that the girl sitting beside me and sleeping all the way was Lehui. HAHAHA. super wasted. if not we can crap the whole journey sial. ><"

That day thought of names for our future kids. HURHUR.
I've alr thought hao both English and Chinese names leys. :D

Girl: Tan Jia Yi Charlene, "Charlene" stands for small beauty!
Boy: Tan Jia Sheng Alfred, "Alfred" stands for supernaturally wise!

Actually i do like names with "ling, En, Xuan" etc.
Sounds so gentle and blessed to me sial. hehehes. kay. stop crapping.
Aiya, think of all these names also useless if everyone dies in 2012. =(

2009-11-15T14:17:00.003+08:00

these photos were few days back and i forgot to upload. heh! Played Bowling and Pool with B few days back and we compete. Aiya, result so obvious. I lost in Bowling but i won in Pool! tyco nia. Cos stupid B shot in the Black one. :X

Anw, i found the culprit for torturing mimi! heh! Dont kill me! siao char bo! =D

2009-11-12T16:51:00.004+08:00

Its no wonder that i seldom post things in my blogs.
Because no want reads it anyway. (which is sometimes good, sometimes bad)
Just checked my tagboard, the last tag was first Nov, which is like almost 2 weeks it's been left untouched.

life's been mundane, just like my blog. Its just so ordinary, just so boring.
Well, in that case, i neednt make it private then. since no one reads it, i'll just say whatever in my mind then.

I dont want to be neglected. Im real, im not transparent.

2009-11-01T12:33:00.003+08:00

Went to Science Centre with B last tuesday.

We toured around Science Centre first before we headed to Body Worlds.

The Body Worlds' cool! Its not exactly that scary even though its real dead people.

We have to pay our utmost respect to them and hence no photo takings were allowed.

They used a method called plastination, which actually helps to preserve the entire body and is able to reveal the inner structure of the human body.

I couldnt remember much about the process, i only remembered that through plastination, the body's fats, blood etc were all frozen blah blah.

2009-11-01T12:15:00.002+08:00

---------------------------------------- @ PartyWorld --------------------------------------

2009-10-30T00:21:00.001+08:00

Speechless. Heartbroken.

2009-10-24T03:30:00.003+08:00

heya! Ytd B brought me out for a date. hurhur. :D
first we caught a movie, Pandorum. ( i dono whole story talking about what. >< )
his mummy suggest Darah, which i think is quite gross for me. LOL. though i loved SAW! :D
then we shop around before we headed to Newton Circus there for dinner.
CRABS AND STINGRAYS~ yum yum.
treated B for the dinner, cos he spent alot on my birthday celebration. :D
Home sweet home after that. (:

Today night time headed over to PartyWorld together with B and his cousins and Gerald.
It seems to B and me that this session was meant to make both of us drunk. LOL.
and we actually came up with strategy ytd to counter their attacks sial. crazy. =.=
BUT BUT BUT, we didnt drink much. Average about 2 glass or more for both of us. :D:D:D
so we're both still sober to sing. ^^ but my face is red as usual. =.=

im gonna start my diet real soon or i'll be super fat!
when i've come up with my diet plan, i'll start dieting! JIAYOU!
i only wanna shed few kilos only. anyone wants my fat? :D:D

2009-10-19T16:09:00.005+08:00

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WITH HUBBBY & HIS CUTE FAMILY. THANKS PPL! (:

2009-10-19T15:55:00.003+08:00

Attended cousin's wedding dinner last night at Grand Copthorne Waterfront hotel. (:

CONGRATULATIONS!!

2009-10-14T14:33:00.002+08:00

Many thoughts are running through my head.
I need a shoulder. i need a listening ear.
I felt like ranting here. But i cant.
Perhaps i'll make it a locked post so i can shout all CB KNN inside. ^^

I don't need her to comment anything. Not at all.

2009-10-08T14:17:00.002+08:00

Sian! school started alr. ZzZz
Nothing much to do in school. the same routine.
Changed skin, cos the previous one is straining my eyes.

2009-09-30T00:24:00.002+08:00

I've 3 wishes now (provided angels/ God's able to see them)

1. To have a huge windfall so that i'll be able to clear all debts! perhaps 50million? Thanks!

2. To have a long lasting r/s with B. just like Fann Wong and Chris.

3. Everyone's happy, with me, with life, with work. ._.

2009-09-27T18:28:00.002+08:00

i guess i was too harsh afterall.
i actually let 2 people whom i loved and cared down.
Sorry mummy. Sorry monster.

2009-09-24T12:38:00.002+08:00

Heya! found a work @ Daiso. Al thanks to plastic uhs. ^^ XIE XIE
gonna go for work later. damn. im like so so nervous.
cos its a midnight shift, and i've never done stock takings at all.
God Bless ME!!

anw, had fun with B yesterday. LOL. took few pictures at the Haw Par Villa.
And we even went to the Ten Courts of Hell.
See what evil things you've done and you'll receive what kind of punishment.
Its quite gross and scary.

i remembered some punishment though,
cutting your head and hands away,
big stone crushing on you,
body tied to red hot copper pillar and grill
thrown into a pool of blades
digging your heart out,
standing on a tower and watch how your family suffer because of your evil doings,
tongues slashed away,
prostitues are thrown into a pool of blood and drowned etc etc.

so people, dont be a bad guy. be a good man.
it pays to be kind. ^^

2009-09-23T00:55:00.009+08:00

2009-09-21T13:35:00.003+08:00

Had a romantic celebration with B.

But i shan't elelaborate much here.

Cos this memory belongs to us only.

But i hope it'll be even better the next year!

Waahahah~ Happy First Year Boy.

mamaTan & papaTan will always be together.

oh ya, had dinner with B's family again.

His mummy and uncle. (:

again, headed down to GWC for Ichiban.

But this time only thr 4 of us. hoho~

and uncle came to pick us up. ^^

and B's mummy treat me v good sia.

we went in toilet tgt, then she suddenly give me 50 bucks.

cos she said she strike 4D?

so good sia. then after dinner, me n B vroom to supermarket buy ICE CREAM!

B's mummy paid for it. LOL

WAHAHAH~ MY BEN AND JERRY~

in other words, had a super day with B and his family!

I love B, as much as i love his family. (:

2009-09-17T01:59:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
celebrated Xuan's birthday today at orchard.
well, it couldnt be termed as a birthday celebration i supposed.
Because there wasnt any cakes. :X
and was super late when i reached.
supposed to meet em` 12.30 at orchard. end up?
i woke up only at 12 when ah girl called me!

B's enjoying mahjong at jp's house. hurhur.
i miss my mahjong sessions. TT
*itchy hands*

Im not a good friend to anyone i guess.
Im not, like always.
I've my own problems whom i dont even know who to talk to
Yet i put on a brave front and act as if nothing happend.
How i yearn we could go back to the past.
But it seems so far away.
So far away from me.
So far, until i wondered, do i even have friends at all?
Let alone genuine ones.
I need friends, not those Hi-Bye ones
But those, that understand me from head to toes.
I've problems expressing my feelings.
Thats why no matter how hard i tried to talk to someone
I still find that no one knows my heart.
Honestly, NO ONE DOES.
I guess thats part of human being.
No one can truly understand the other,
no matter how long they've known each other
how much they've been through.

2009-09-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

im pissed! im uberly pissed!
there's something wrong with the connection!
i keep getting disconnected when im in dungeon esp! RAHH!
its sucks! i've to redo and redo!

ytd toned over at B's cousin house. Played Cabal & overnight mahjong. (:
and i won! =D xie xie~
but i don like it, that i've to report my whereabouts exactly.

2009-09-13T11:38:00.002+08:00

Great! Weekend was well spent with B's family. Headed to Ion first before Far East. (:
shopped at the perfume shop. Its funny, when auntie(B's mummy) sprayed the sample perfume on herself and on me. HAHAS. and we both got that water mark on our shirt. HAHAHAS.

now thats not the main point. The main point was that all perfumes, are all of wholesale prices! (:
My Paris Hilton perfume cost 80+ bucks outside, but at that shop, only 39 bucks! and i swear its genuine! (:

After all the shopping, headed to Great World City in uncle's car. And i had to sit on B's leg. LOL. cos there were 6 of us behind (includes the unborn lil jerine!) Had Ichiban before we headed back home. And im the first to alight. LOL. Thanks! (:

2009-09-06T19:58:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday CHUA CHAI YOON. =X
had an advanced celebration for her last week.
cos all of us aint free on the actual day.
Sorry!

2009-09-03T14:21:00.000+08:00

its weird. suddenly wanna change my appearance. LOL
like dying of hair, change of dress sense etc.
wondered whats happening to me. HAHAH

know what, i've got this sudden feeling nowadays,
as if im alr married. HAHAH
in the sense like super close w my boy,
as if we've got a legal status some sort.
cos B was like always supporting me uhs.
ytd he even asked if i got enough money for dinner
if not can take 10 bucks from his wallet.
then i replied him i got lah! why you machiam like 养我 now.
then he replied from the start i alr 养你 liaos lo! (:
hahahas. Thank you baby! (:
mwacks mwacks! =D

Counting down to our First Year Anniversary! (:
Still sweet as usual! =D

2009-08-31T23:46:00.004+08:00

Great day spent with monster & baby.

swimming + sauna + Ajisen !!! (:

so satisfied today! enjoy the pictures.

ops. i know i do look super pale at some pictures. ><

not enough blood circulation i guess. :X

please pardon me! =D

2009-08-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

sickening blogger. getting old & rusty i guess. whatever~
anw, mood now was bad.
was so pissed with bro's sickening attitude.
wondered where he learnt all those.
he'll never admit his fault, he'll always retaliate whenever someone steps on his toes.
yucks. know what? i scolded him for being flithy, yet he simply shouted back at me.
FUCK LA. sickening bro.

honestly speaking, i felt no one do care about me. perhaps only monster and B.
not even my family. seriously. NONE of them cared about my wounds. all they'll say was: aiya nothing one la. blah blah blah.

FINE THEN!

2009-08-28T13:22:00.005+08:00

Baby's Mummy bday celebration.

Sorry, i don hav all the pics.
i'll upload everything when i've gotten hold of them. (:

2009-08-11T15:00:00.002+08:00

A VERY FUCKED UP TEAM FOR ME TODAY.
SERIOUSLY. 2 VERY SICKENING MEMBERS I'VE GOT.
ESPECIALLY THAT FUGLY GIRL.

KNOW WHAT? CAME AND SAID SACARSTIC REMARKS ABOUT WHAT WE'RE DOING WITHOUT EVEN HELPING US OUT AND LEFT THE CLASS. FUGLY WOMAN!

MY TEAM STILL WORK VERY WELL WITHOUT YOUR HELP OLD WOMAN!
FUCK. NO BIG DEAL ALRIGHT ? NOT ONLY THAT, THAT FUGLY FACI IS ALSO BIASED AGAINST MY TEAM. VERY OBVIOUSLY!

WHY? COS HE STOPPED US FROM PRESENTING THE PPT SLIDES YET HE APPROVED OTHER TEAMS THAT WERE AFTER US TO PRESENT. FUCK!!!
WHAT LOGIC IS THAT? OTHER TEAMS CAN PRESENT SLIDES WHILE MY TEAM CANT. EHS FUCK OFF LAHS. KNS.

IM SO ON THE VERGE OF CRYING, HAVING SUCH FUCKING TEAM MATE AND FACI. KNN.

2009-08-09T11:56:00.001+08:00

yappy! celebrated sis's 21st birthday yesterday.
it was an very advanced birthday celebration for her. (:
held a buffet dinner to entertain the guests. HOHO.
and i felt like im a waitress hired by mummy. ><
cos i took the drinks out to guest and also the chairs for the guests. LOL.
i've got the potential. HAHAHAHA. but i don like waitress job. :x

it was quite fun when we teens were playing mahjong inside the room.
sickening ky keep make me laugh sia! ><
ops nah nah. I MADE HER LAUGH INSTEAD. ^^v

going town with monster, md as well as L. (:
i'll doll up pretty pretty go squeeze in the crowd.

oh ya. i suddenly regreted buying the cake for sis.
cos i felt like my present was forgotten! ><
cos everyone ate the cake le and thats it. ><
but i spent alot on the sickening cake muaaa. can someone just praise me ? hehehes. TTVM!

2009-08-04T21:58:00.003+08:00

hais. know what? im super disappointed and angry yet happy at the same time.
why? reason being very simple.

1st: I BOUGHT 3 CLOTHES AT ONE TIME AND 77 BUCKS FLEW AWAY JUST LIKE THAT.

2nd: I SPENT ANOTHER 40 BUCKS ON DINNER WITH BABY.

3rd: I BOUGHT AN EYELINER FOR 10 BUCKS.

4TH: I COULDNT ATTEND THE UBER FUN BIRTHDAY PARTY ANYMORE. FUCK LAHS!

5TH: L JUST BROUGHT FOR ME THE OCBC'S BABY GIRL PLUSHIE! WHEE! AND HE GOT IT FROM HIS COLLEAGUES WHICH WAS MEANT TO BE A SURPRISE FOR ME. :D <33333

2009-08-02T13:24:00.003+08:00

hey! i've got a good piece of news to share!
I'VE GOTTEN MY BURSARY! $_$
yayness to the max!
im thinking what should i buy the first thing! HAHAHAS. (:
nah nah. i gotta save. :D

yesterday went to Teban Gardens there for dinner.
its an CC event held to celebrate Singapore's 44th Birthday. (:
had dinner, sang songs and were waving the flags provided. LOL.
guess next time, i'll bring along a tape with me. LOL.
cos sickening meimei was so "HIGH", she screamed and yelled and sing along with the songs.
BUT HER VOICE WAS GOD DAMN HIGH.
i'll tape her mouth the next time if she continues to scream with such high pitch! ><"

2009-07-29T21:08:00.002+08:00

2009-07-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

Happy 10th Monthsary L.

Though miscommunication does happen to us often, but i really do hope you're happy being with me. Though yesterday we start off our day by quarelling, it still make me feel at ease, at least you did something for this day. Thanks. Im not too sure if you're reading this, but if you do, i really wanna say "Thank You Love".

2009-07-16T13:24:00.001+08:00

I MISS MY DIGITAL CAM.
ALL COS OF THEM. FUCKS.

2009-07-16T13:11:00.005+08:00

2009-07-10T15:39:00.002+08:00

@#$%^@!
I dread of going to classes now.
reason being there're so many yuckies in my class! pfffft!
really very sick and tired of their faces, voices whatever! SHIT THEM!
and the class is alr divided into many small groups. LOL
BUT! im very glad that at least my plastic family remained as loving as it is. (:

oh yes! i sent my tube dress for alteration yesterday with Monster & Love. (:
it'll be a spag dress by saturday. LOL. and i added 2 blink blink stripes on each side. YAY! ^^
AND im looking forward to this sunday's ROM! yayness again ! :D

CONGRATS JOYCELYN & JASON! (:

2009-07-06T15:09:00.005+08:00

Made cookies together with sis and mom. (:

Please do not laugh. Cos my cookies transformed to mini cupcakes. ^^v

You'll know why it transformed. Scroll down. (:

Effel Tower that baby build for me.

Punishment for B` cos he neglected me while playing games! ^^v

Muahahah! (:
And i bought 6 bottles of nail polish from O2Skin which cost only 90 cents/bottle! =D

im gonna buy different colours of eye shadows soon! 1.90 bucks only ! =D CHEAPO ME! ^^v

2009-07-02T22:46:00.002+08:00

whee! these few days, enjoying my baby's love to the max!
hahaha! not only he hand made build the Effel Tower made of wood blocks for our monthsary,
he never rejected me when i say i wan surprises or i wan some photo sessions! wahs wahs wahs! my Love changed liaos! im so happy. Thanks Love.

oh ya. last week accompanied joo for her phone contract etc. then headed back her home for dinner. wahs biang. I NEVER once had a dinner for so stress u know?! im dining together with all her sisters. imagine during the dinner, joo kept teasing me by saying im waiting for her parents to eat etc . FAINTS. :

P/S : im gonna continue slimming down! plus i gotta get my eyebrows some trimming! ahh! TIME IS RUNNING OUT FOR THE ROM!

2009-06-28T13:54:00.000+08:00

Day out with B` at vivo.

he wore super super formal sia!

cos he made me angry!

and wanted to make up for his mistakes. HAHA

2009-06-28T12:47:00.004+08:00

PICTURES WITH PUIPUI. (:

EAST COAST TRIP WITH CLIQUE. (:

2009-06-23T21:24:00.001+08:00

i just hope everything turns out fine.
im being uberly sensitive now.
i gotta change!

2009-06-16T00:07:00.002+08:00

Yea, i knew its alr so long since i last blogged.
Pardon me for that. Cos i've been really busy these few days.

Well, 2 weeks holidays' gone just like that. T.T
Other polys enjoying life now while im having tests for this whole week just right after school starts. damn.

seriously. i know nuts about programming. i really wish to give up.
how can you force someone who, from the start dislikes programming language to like them?
To me, they sucks! Pffttt.

Alright. enough of talks.

2009-06-01T13:54:00.003+08:00

Til now, no one from my family really bother about my wound.
no one. seriously.
that day, i told my mum saying i want go see doc.
i wanna get those creams for removing scars etc
she replied me instantly.
"no need la."
NOT ONE OF MY FAMILY ASKED ME GO SEE DOC FOR MY INJURIES.

now confirm got scars liaos.
the skin's peeling off.
scars remained.
i told mum today:

"see! got scars le! even though the skin's peeling off. BUT cfm got scars de!! T.T"
"aiya wont la. no one will see even if got scars." she replied.

HAI!

2009-05-31T21:59:00.004+08:00

MM's hugging the second cutest. (BB)

Im hugging schnauzer! ( Her name is Gucci )

This lil big eyed dog prefers to be alone. AT ALL TIMES!

LOL. sucha cute dog living in her own world.

(Ginger)

This lil cute pup is the cutest among all dogs!

she's the smallest and cutest! (:

(Momo)

Tada! B's hugging puipui! one of the Birthday lead! (:

puipui's cute isnt it? (:

she's looking at the cam cos of the food temptation. =.=

Tada! im so HAPPY!
cos .. i hugged my schnauzer just ytd ! (:
went for dog birthday party. hehes. that was my first time attending such parties. (:
there's a total of 8 dogs! (:
but i only managed to snap few! (:

2009-05-25T22:21:00.004+08:00

( today )

( 2nd day after being scalded )
(actual day after being scalded. )

see my injuries! T.T
accidently scalded myself.
crazy me. its FREAKING HOT WATER somemore!
hais. long story. LOL

now its much better. except for the center part which is more severed.
i think, its healing now. BUT scars confirmed. =(
cos that middle part is turning brown. which means SCARS!
WONDER HOW LONG WILL THEN IT FADES AWAY. =(

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HELLO!

Dined at CWP the other day with B at Swensens.
SO COINCIDENTLY, Crystal jade broke out fire (minor one i guess) when my ice cream just served ! T.T
Since it was quite chaotic outside, we hurriedly paid our bills. HENG the cashier didnt charge us for our ice creams! =D yayness! ^^ THANK YOU!

2009-05-21T15:26:00.002+08:00

Happy Monthsary dearest. (:

Was kind of feeling depressed cos couldnt go out celebrate ( due to my injuries )
when he skipped lessons yesterday. T.T

Planned to go out celebrate,
but accidently scalded my waist there ( VERY serious for me )
and i screamed at the top of my voice when the hot water poured onto me. T.T
its such a big patch luhs!
now much more better. left only the centre burnt part. =

2009-05-16T16:15:00.004+08:00

8TH MAY

skipped school as usual.
initial plan was to go for movies.
but felt like singing.
so tada! went for k lunch.
sucks. food was so bland and yucky. PUKE!!

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14TH MAY

skipped school again! :X
popped up at B's house again.
tortured his kids. (:
let it crawl ~ lalala!
night time went for dinner with his family.
celebrated belated Mother's day.
was too shy to take any pictures.
dined at "AH YAT SEAFOOD"

honestly speaking. their food was AVG only.
and even though their advertisment states that all seafood 50%.
guess what? our bill came up to $308.09!
plus no NETS. =.=
ITS REALLY KNN!
TOWELS = $22.
RICE=$12
like that alr $30 plus . knn. how can not expensive?
thats the first AND the last time i'll pop by there!
:@ !%&#%@

2009-05-12T12:25:00.002+08:00

OPS!
I'm blogging here right now at this hour simply means ..
I PON-ED SCHOOL TODAY! :X

currently now slacking at mm's house. hahahhaha! =X
nothing much to play except for the 2 dogs. LOL.
skipped sch because sch's really sucks. LOL.
i really regret the fact that i took up this course. BECAUSE IM A IT IDIOT. =(

sunday celebrated mother's day with family.
headed down to suntec "Just Noodles" for dinner.
bought mummy a bouquet of soft toy flowers with a small bear.
hahahahas. asked mummy carry it hao lian to everyone.
she say so diu lian. =.=
win liaos! then after dinner, headed to arcade.
sis caught a toy at first attempt! hahahah!
then give mummy as present lo . (:

played awhile before heading back home. hahaha! its a simple celebration.
but guess mummy's touched that everyone's present.
HAPPY FAMILY. (:

2009-05-07T09:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY xxTH BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

Had steamboat for celebration
Invited relatives over
then cut cake afterwards

gave mummy present afterwards
she was surprised that she got presents like that! hahahas.
and she felt lil ps for not inviting B. hahaha! (:

act cute! =.=